Treabar

Tag: ARPG

  • Feng Jin’s lonely struggle on the road of growth and the ruthless sigh of fate

    Her name is Feng Jin, a woman who will slowly appear on the Star Dome Railway. Her story is like a cup of light bitter wine, bitter at first, but endless aftertaste. The road of growth is full of unspeakable loneliness and helplessness. Those so-called “fear crushing flesh and blood” and “courage tearing the chest” are all scars torn out by life in cruelty, coldly telling how a woman struggles and endures in the storm of fate.

    Fear is the most ruthless slavery, it ravages her body and tortures her soul. Those “fear crushing flesh and blood” seem to be the hardships imposed on her by life, and the shadows that she dare not face in countless nights. Her flesh and blood were trampled, but no one saw her tears. Only she herself knows the silent pain. She is not a fearless hero, but just a small life shivering in the storm.

    And “courage tearing the chest” is the only resistance she can grasp. It was like an invisible knife, cutting her heart, but it also allowed her to breathe and continue to live. Her courage was not a loud shout, but a faint fire hidden in the most secret place. Although small, it was enough to resist the long night. She used this courage to support the heart that had been worn out by life.

    “Glory baptizes the body”, these three words are a bit sarcastic. Those so-called glory are just to let her learn to disguise and find a sense of existence in the eyes of others. Her body was baptized by glory, but she didn’t know whether it was dazzling or more pale and powerless. People always like to see the bright surface, but don’t understand the efforts and tears behind it.

    On the road to growth, she needs “the seeds of thinking”, “the sprouts of manas” and “the Alayahua”. These names sound beautiful, as if they came from distant poems. In fact, these are just the crystallization of her delicate thinking, and the spiritual sustenance she condensed with pain and loneliness. She keeps looking for the reason for her existence in these seeds, and she will hold on to even the faintest hope.

    “The sound of the same wish” and “the footprints of fate” are her past, the silent sighs and the inseparable emotions. Those footprints are sometimes clear and sometimes blurred, like the shadows and memories that cannot be erased in her heart. Fate always ruthlessly weaves an invisible net to trap her tightly. Every step she takes is destined to go on this starry railway alone and strongly.

    These growth materials are not just cold data in the game, but also the epitome of the voices of countless women who are oppressed by life and played by fate. Like Feng Jin, they have learned to be strong in countless hardships and learn to piece together their incomplete selves with courage. Her story makes people sigh at the desolation and helplessness of life, as well as the faint hope.

    Perhaps, it is precisely because of Feng Jin’s pain and struggle that she seems real and moving. Those “fear”, “courage” and “glory” interweave into her lifeline, outlining the outline of how a woman stands tall in the wind and rain. She is not a hero, nor does she have a righteous spirit, but only a fragile but stubborn heart.

    And this heart, on that starry railway, quietly waits for her dawn. Her light cone “May the rainbow light stay in the sky forever” is very much like that unattainable dream, which is her persistent belief in freedom and the future. It will guide her through the darkness and towards the light. Although the road is full of thorns, it still retains tenderness and hope.

    Feng Jin’s story is a narrative about loneliness and courage, and a silent resistance to the ruthlessness of fate. Her growth is a microcosm of millions of people who have been knocked down by reality. She tells us with her tenacity: Even in the darkest corners, we can find light, even if it is weak, it is enough to light up the entire sky.

  • All of us are drifting in the storm of fate, and the only thing we can do is to hold on to the end

    For most people, the world is an unpredictable storm. No matter how hard you try, fate always seems to be unpredictable. In these stormy years, everyone is struggling and drifting, and I, Ju Fufu, am still sailing carefully in this storm.

    When I was young, I often felt that life was like a floating cloud, drifting aimlessly, as if to be blown away by the wind. However, gradually, I realized that life is not endless drifting, and the fate of each of us has actually been quietly engraved on the scale of time. What we can do is not to resist the arrangement of fate, but to learn how to keep balance in the storm, and how to keep moving forward in the darkest moments.

    The battle between fate and courage
    From the moment I was born, I was destined to compete with fate. Everyone longs to live a bright life and longs to be the dazzling existence in the eyes of others. And I, Ju Fufu, have been like this. However, life has never given me too many gifts. When I was a child, I was not outstanding. My classmates were all in the limelight, but I was always the unknown one. In the eyes of others, I might be the unnoticed shadow, gone with the wind.

    But I never got discouraged. Because I always understood that the arrangement of fate cannot be controlled. All we can do is accept it. Accept failure, accept pain, and accept the seemingly unfair world. I began to try to find myself and my own place in these imperfect lives. Maybe I am not as glamorous as others, but I can still find my own direction in this indifferent world.

    A person’s true strength comes from inner peace and firmness

    I learned to be independent, to face my weaknesses, and to change through my own efforts. Gradually, I found that no matter how many challenges and difficulties I encountered, I could deal with them calmly. Fate gave me many tests, but it did not intend to let me give in.

    I understand a truth: true strength is not how many external advantages you have, but an unshakable heart. When the world changes madly, you can truly master your life if you keep your heart calm. Every time I encounter setbacks, I tell myself: “This is just part of fate, I can get through it.”

    We often lose confidence in life, especially when you see others succeed easily, while you have to endure endless hardships. But if you can stand up from failure and learn to embrace those moments of falling, you will find that these experiences that once made you painful are actually shaping a stronger self for you.

    Reconcile with yourself and compromise with the world
    Ju Fufu’s heart was once full of contradictions. I often think about it countless nights: “Why do I work so hard? Is it to prove myself, or to change the way others see me?” I have asked myself this question countless times.

    But now, I understand-I am not trying to prove anything, but just for myself. I hope to be a better self, not the person in the eyes of others. Everyone’s life trajectory is written by themselves, and I only hope that in the days to come, I can be worthy of my conscience and face myself with a clear conscience. If I can do this, any external evaluation and eyes will become insignificant.

    True self-transcendence is not to defeat others, but to defeat the former self. I used to be full of confusion and anxiety, always troubled by the voices of the outside world. Today, although I am still confused and still have many confusions, I can at least see the direction of progress in these fogs. Every time I move forward and every time I break through, I feel that I am closer to the ideal self.

    The trajectory of fate is irreversible, but we can still choose our pace
    The wheel of fate has never changed its trajectory due to personal will. None of us can avoid the fate that is destined from the beginning. However, on this ruthless track, each of us can choose how to go. Maybe the road ahead is still full of ups and downs, but so what? As long as we can maintain our inner firmness and continue to move forward, there will always be a ray of light in front of us.

    I understand that in this game of life, there is no need to expect to achieve it overnight. As long as we can maintain our inner clarity and enthusiasm, and continue to struggle every morning, we can eventually reach our own distance.

    Ju Fufu, like all ordinary people who fight against fate, has never stopped. She knows that the future is still full of uncertainty, but she is never afraid. Fate cannot control everything, but she can choose how to face it and how to stand firm in the storm.

    Each of us is a rider of fate. In this magnificent ocean of life, we cannot predict every wave of the future, but we can decide how to sail. Ju Fufu may not be perfect, but she is never afraid to move forward, even if the road ahead is full of wind and rain. Because she knows that as long as she persists to the end, she will definitely usher in her own piece of clear sky.