I spent a full two hours,
calculated how many materials are needed to raise a character that has not yet been launched – Wan Di.
This is not love, nor is it faith,
it is just a perverted manifestation of rational thinking.
You ask me why?
I can only say: people in the game must obey the rules of materials.
Otherwise, you have to be like a primitive man, return to the first world, not draw cards, not cultivate,
do nothing – that won’t work, too boring.
Who is Wan Di? I don’t know either.
I only know that he is a destroyer of fate, imaginary attribute,
wears a black dress, and may have a bit of a yandere temperament.
Just listening to these settings, the soundtrack automatically sounded in my mind:
low, sad, and a little bit of a middle school student.
I like him not because he is strong,
because he has personality – at least in my mind, he has.
This is actually similar to liking someone in reality.
Many times we like imagination, not the person himself.
The list of materials is serious, but also ridiculous.
Look, he needs:
“Fear crushes flesh” × 56
“Courage tears chest” × 71
“Glory baptism body” × 73
“Harbinger of strife” × 65
Various books × several
Credit points × millions
I always feel that the names of these materials sound like some kind of religious sacrifice,
not like upgrading a two-dimensional man.
And I, an adult, take out my phone on the subway every day,
and madly brush the book for the “Glory Baptism Body”,
like a fool who is obsessed with life.
But I enjoy it.
Some people say that you raise it too early, what if it dies?
This question is very philosophical.
It’s like asking: “People are going to die, why are they still alive?”
According to their logic, we’d better not start anything,
because everything has the possibility of failure.
But I don’t believe it.
Human rationality is sometimes like a hapless conservative, who can only say “wait”, “wait and see”, “wait and see”. But I want to do something that seems a bit absurd. For example, prepare all the development materials for a person who has not appeared yet. This makes me feel that I have not been fully formatted. I not only prepared the materials, but also prepared a life attitude. Others say it is a “card drawing game”, I say it is a “romantic projection simulator”. I can’t spend a lot of money to dream in reality, but in the Star Dome Railway, I can say with confidence: “I spent 300,000 credit points on a man, but he didn’t go online? So what.” The sense of humor in the game lies in the fact that you know that all this is a setting, an illusion, and a value, but you still devote yourself to it. This is the real funny-and touching part. So I said, it doesn’t matter whether Wan Di goes online or not. If he is strong, I laugh; if he is weak, I laugh too. Because before he appears, I have used the prepared behavior to define his meaning in my heart. This is not blindness, nor is it the self-consolation of kryptonian warriors.
This is a kind of advanced, non-mainstream life interest.
It is what Wang Xiaobo said:
“People living in the world should have some interests of their own.”
My interest is to prepare all the materials for the development of a fictitious number to destroy men.
This thing is stupid to say, but it is really fucking fun to do it.